i am afrayed. i dont "trust"

mather likes to do "silver fox". neejoo did it to her. fother did it to her. she does it to herself. this is whan you tear out white hairs from the roots. it hurts. it is important that everybady has NO WHITE HAIRS. white hairs is bad. one day they will look at me and say "deer lard. he has menny, menny white hares. we will wax them all out. it is a big job. hold him down."
i live in fear of that day. my nerves are shut down. i must watch and watch and watch them so i ken hide wan they notice how many bad hares i have. deer lard, i pray amo will protect me. she enjoys white hairs lake me.