i am brave and big with strong nees

deear diary, today i felt i was going to be torchured. why wood mather and fother take me to that place "the vet" where they hurt me and scare me and they are meen and they wont go to haven? ok. i felt kold so i shivered. i wasnt afraid. i am brave. i shook and trambled like a leaf but only because maybe i caught a chill. then nina mohr who is mine doctor put lights in my eyes twice. sticks in my bum. fingers in my bum. sharp sticks in my legs. pressed my nees, pressed my back, listened to my hart, felt my neck, felt my fat and talked to me. i tried to sit on the scale becawse i need to know what i weight. everybady said "he should lose wait". i wont. i lake to eat. in fact, i was starving for my dinner. it's true. they didnt give me dinner. i felt starving becawse i had to walk almost 50 blocks already. but no. no foods. then papa gave me leetle bites of yumyum becawse i was brave and good and i will go to haven. the news is so good. i am grate and healthy and dr. more said "he is a very big, brave boy." it's true. i am. i hope she will give me my mexico passport but NO MORE sharp sticks. no more touching my private bottom. amen! tha end! p.s mabye did i stack out my tongue for nina mohr lake in the second picher there? i dont remember. maybe when she put sharp eyes on my teeth and said "how lavely!"